the dust is beginning to settle and life is returning to normal. i’m beginning to think rationally again and things are falling into place. today i deep cleaned my kitchen and ended up with a huge pile of things to sell or give away. included in that pile is a large piece of furniture, a bike, and my old film SLR camera. pretty amazing since i’ve only de-cluttered about a fourth of my space. when i get to the closet i’m sure the pile will triple in size.
i understand why they say don’t make any major decisions while you’re going through a time of immense stress. in the last month i’ve rejoined facebook, considered moving to florida, budgeted myself down to my last dime and got a spray tan. thankfully none of these are irreversible and i had the clarity of mind to hold off on any major decisions. i’m excited about tomorrow again, and not in a frantic way. i’m pleased to say the worst is over.